Siddhartha and the Gorilla

I was talking to two of my teenage son's the other day and they asked me what I actually believe. My answer, "Not much."  I went on to try to explain why that's a good thing but I felt my answer fell short.  The point I tried to make wasn't coming across.  There are plenty of people who don't have beliefs because they haven't bothered thinking about them.  That's not my case but the words needed to explain that to my sons were failing me that day. 

Thankfully, help was on the way.  I read  Hermann Hesse's Siddhartha many years ago and recently got an audio copy to listen to on my commute to work. Brilliant book. I listened to the whole thing twice and the last CD four times.

More on Siddhartha in a little bit.  First, I would like you to watch the short video and try to do what it says.  It's pretty simple.  You just have to count how many times the team in white passes the ball. See if you can get it right.

Did you get the right number?  And are you one of the fifty percent the missed the gorilla?

Now back to Siddhartha.  The following is an expert from it towards the end of the book where Siddhartha is talking to a long lost friend, Govinda.

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"It's true, I'm old," spoke Govinda, "but I haven't stopped searching. Never I'll stop searching, this seems to be my destiny. You too, so it seems to me, have been searching. Would you like to tell me something, oh honourable one?"

Quoth Siddhartha: "What should I possibly have to tell you, oh venerable one? Perhaps that you're searching far too much? That in all that searching, you don't find the time for finding?" 

"How come?" asked Govinda.

 "When someone is searching," said Siddhartha, "then it might easily happen that the only thing his eyes still see is that what he searches for, that he is unable to find anything, to let anything enter his mind, because he always thinks of nothing but the object of his search, because he has a goal, because he is obsessed by the goal. Searching means: having a goal. But finding means: being free, being open, having no goal. You, oh venerable one, are perhaps indeed a searcher, because, striving for your goal, there are many things you don't see, which are directly in front of your eyes."

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I think Hermann Hesse summed up the gorilla experiment perfectly.  

If a person is looking for something they can miss the beauty right in front of them.  If someone has a static and ridged belief system the truth can be held in the book they are reading or the person they are talking to but they will miss it if ideas and concepts don't fit what they are seeking.  

Our beliefs are the container in which our truth is held.  The shape of our beliefs and the size of our beliefs limits or filters truth. We cannot escape that but be can change the shape and size of the container to accommodate a greater Truth.

Recently I heard an old saying twice within a few days.  I hadn't heard it in a long time but as I was getting ready to write this blog the saying conveniently made itself available for me.   "If you're a hammer every problem is a nail."  The meaning is clear.  It's saying you need to open yourself up to look at problems in more than one way.  We're lucky to have a tool box full of extraordinary tools to solve problems and to deepen our understand of the mysteries of life.  These tools have many names, Christianity,  Hinduism, Buddhism,  Republican, Democrat, Atheist, spirituality, skeptic, Socialist, Communist,  naturalist, environmentalist, and on and on.   None of these tools can answer all questions and solve all problems alone.  If a person picks one as their hammer everything is a nail.  If someone seeks the truth solely through one belief system they miss the Truth.  Finding Truth can only be done with a full toolbox.

We have seekers and we have explorers.  Explores set out to find what there is to find but seekers have their eyes set on a target and everything else is irrelevant or an obstacle.  So now I can tell my sons I am an explorer and I don't want my beliefs to stop me from finding. 

Inherit The Wind

My wife and I went and saw the play Inherit the Wind a little while ago.  A friend of ours who we have both done many plays with was in it.  It was an outstanding show which fictionalizes the Scopes Monkey trial.  Our friend played Matthew Harrison Brady, the three time presidential candidate and adamant prosecutor of the teacher who broke the Tennessee law by teaching Darwin's theory of evolution. 

As I was watching the play I wanted to know more about the real life characters and story, so I pulled it up on my Android.  Isn't it great we live in a time where knowledge is instantly available?  What I learned surprised me.  The character, Matthew Harrison Brady, a deeply religious, famous high power lawyer, who so personally took issue with evolution being taught in a public school that he himself took the part of prosecutor, was portraying the real life William Jennings Bryan. Wikipedia says Bryan was a "dominant force in the liberal wing of the Democratic Party."  So, what was a left wing Democratic Christian ideology is nowadays a conservative right wing Republican Christian ideology?  This shocked me.  How did ideologies move so far?  I had heard before that the Democratic party used to be the party the Christian would go to but now it is the Republicans.  This got me thinking more about that shift.

I have never understood the alignment of Christianity with the Republicans.  While growing up it was explained to me that Republicans were the pro-business party and the Democrats were the pro-people party, protecting us from big business. Yes, I know those are simplistic categorizations but that basic teaching from my youth still plays a role in defining the parties.  But even with a broader look at the parties, what platforms align better with Christian values? James 1:27 says "Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world."  That sounds a lot like helping the poor and needy, a pro-people party's values.

Granted, our social welfare system is a mess and I believe it enables some people to live lives off of a system without returning anything to that system.  It needs to be rethought and revised but at the same time, it does help many people who need the help.  I have had friends and family who have been on food stamps and other programs to get them through rough times and now they are working again, paying taxes and supporting the system that supported them in a time of need.  What a blessing that was for them.  I quit teaching because it didn't pay enough (that is a whole nother topic) and went back to college and my wife went back to college at the same time.  We got Pell grants and low interest student loans.  And now I have a much higher salary and can give even more to the system that helped me take a positive step forward. What a blessing that was for me and my family. So the system can be used by the people that truly need it but it can be abused by some that don't.  Sounds as humanly flawed as any system we have ever come up with.

When I ask Christians aligned with the Republican party why they support it, inevitably the first answer is abortion.  I think abortion is a terrible thing also, and let's just make a blanket statement that abortion is something we should avoid and move to the next most popular answer I have heard from Christian Republicans: morality.  Stop right there!  Whose morality are we going to legislate?   There are some white areas, murder, stealing, but it gets very grey very fast. If we are going to legislate morality then we can get to the point that burqas are required.  That is a moral issue in many people's views so it is as valid to legislate that as it is to legislate on same sex marriage.  But let's move to the third issues that the Christians I have spoken to give to align to the Republican party.  Well, the list ends there.  Many can't even give reasons other than emotional ones. "The Democrats are destroying the country." Refer back to reasons one and two for the how on that.  This devalues the Republican party to a one issue party or a marginal two issue party.   Personally, I like much of the Republican platform, I just don't like the Republicans.  I like much of the Democratic platform, too and the Democrats are marginally more tolerable than the Republicans.  Personally, I usually vote third party because of the senselessness of the main two parties.

The title of the play mentioned at the start comes from Proverbs 11:28. "He that troubles his own house shall inherit the wind: and the fool shall be servant to the wise of heart."  As I see it, we have many calling themselves Republicans who are inheriting the wind.  This presidential election is straining my understanding of human's ability to reason.  The Democrats have Obama, United Church of Christ (aka: Christian) and Biden, Catholic (aka: Christian).  The Republicans have Romney, a Mormon.  I have plenty of friends and family who fall into the right wing conservative Christian category and up until recently, if you asked if Mormons were Christians the answer would have been an adamant  "Hell no!"  Now we have Paul Ryan, his VP running mate, who is a Catholic (aka: Christian) but a strong follower of Ayn Rand.  Ayn Rand, an atheist, is know for a philosophy directly contrary to any Christian teaching.  Take the sermon on the mount, turn it 180 degrees and you have Ayn Rands teachings.  Yet this is who Paul Ryan sites as his main influence.  More disturbing is that the conservative Christians are still on board with the Republicans and still calling Democrats immoral.  The party helping the poor, orphans, widows, environment is the the immoral party and the party enabling the rich, driving a destructive energy policy for corporate gain, restricting personal rights is the moral party.  Friends, we are inheriting the wind.

I do not pretend to be right or have all the answers.  Where you see I am wrong please calmly and rationally explain why.  I will truly listen to what you have to say.  I encourage a civil discussion on this because I am beside myself in disbelief and would like to understand the rational driving what I see as insanity. Please avoid terms that set people off and just explain your position.  If I have used terms that are offensive and may set you off please look past my ignorance and do a better job than I have of civil discourse.  I look forward to having a deeper understanding.